So i didn”t do so hot this semester. (but i still have HOPE scholarship) all b’s and a freakin c in art history which i’m not surprised. all i see on facebook is how all my friends did so well this semester, all a’s blah blah blah. i’m pretty sure they earned the grade they got but I want to know I’m not the only one that did bad. its not like i could study for graphic design and typography, these studio classes are designed differently.
i need to stop complaining and just work harder. I’m starting to second guess my passion for art… Am i really cut out for this? there are so many others wayyyyyy better than me. I have no inspiration to do this on my free time and to get better. ughhhh >_< this flight attendant thing is sounding more and more tempting. what happened to the girl that made all a’s :/
oan: i’m getting fat while everyone’s losing weight. great spring break is coming soon…
For as long as the existence of social networking or the ability to express how one feels publicly over the World Wide Web, cyber bullying destroyed the lives of many. This type of bullying is constantly ignored because, sadly, there is no way of detecting it until the victim commits suicide. There is a misconception that cyber bullying is not harmful because it’s just words or pictures. Although no one is physically harmed, cyber bullying tears down the emotions of many. Many may not realize that those “harmful” jokes can be taken seriously and may cause a lot of damage to others. There are certain actions that can be taken to delete this silent violence.
First, we can all work together to decrease the amount of cyber bullying by sticking to this simple principle: If you wouldn’t say it to someone’s face don’t say it at all. Many cyber bullies hide behind the screen like a little bitch and wouldn’t dare say the things they post online about other people outside of the cyber world because it’s easy to get away with. You don’t have to be strong or know how to fight to be a cyber bully. A computer or any electronic device with internet capability is the only requirement. Because of this anyone is able to cyber bully and almost get away with it.
Another principle to consider is: If you don’t have anything nice to say,then simple shut the fuck up. Some people cyber bully because of peer pressure or to gain the respect of others. When is hurting someone to gain the respect of others ever cool? You shouldn’t want the respect of these punk ass bitches anyways because if they enjoy mistreating others you could easily be their next victim.
This weak bitch ass alternative to bullying must be deleted. It’s not cool or entertaining in any shape or form. The web should be a safe place of self-expression without hurting others in the process. We don’t have to entertain this. If we see this happening we can ignore it or speak up. What is a cyber bully without an audience? A lame ass mother fucker with no life or friends. Let’s work together to rid this social virus and make the internet an enjoyable space for everyone.

So my bf say he’s going to come by next week and i’m like cool just let me know before hand so I can make plans not to hang out with no one or to let him know if Im free that day or not. He’s like no i’ll surprise you… like wtf are you serious I just said don’t fucking pop up over here without letting me know… if im busy he’s just going to be stuck in atlanta because im not dropping my plans for his stupidity.. am i wrong?
It was friday, my dad came home drunk, not really sloppy drunk but drunk. My mom, dad and I decided to go get a pizza from Fellini’s, somehow the topic came up about people dating outside of their race…
Pause: the only guys I’ve dated were outside my race. my mom’s cool with it. The guy i’m currently talking to is guatemalan. I like black guys as well :D
So my dad starts rumbling about how his sister would kill his nephew if he brought home a girl that wasn’t black…then he starts talking about how he don’t like white, hispanic, etc. women. then I said you might have white/non black ancestors. And out out of his ignorance GOD FORGIVE HIM he said “i don’t have non of them in my blood yal might but i don’t im black im black” the whole time i was like

then my mom posed the question “what if Deseri[me] had a mixed child, would you disown it?” my mom was pissed too. then he was like thats her child i don’t got nothing to do with that… right there my mom snapped.

Later he came back and apologized, eventhough he was drunk and wasn’t aware of how racist he sounded it hurts me to think people really think this way when they are sober. we are all human we all want to be loved and love doesn’t have a color and shouldn’t be boxed.


-_______- hate this shit…

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